I'm stupid to believe that I can get a job in the creative industry, I don't have anything worth to show. Let's be honest I'm terrible, I'll work my ass off to get a good grade and good portfolio but no one will want me. I'm just another semi lame awful animu styled artist that won't get looked at because there are people out there that can do it better. I don't know what I'm doing. I should've forced myself science and math and got into Astronomy....